Bipolar Gemini 2

I'm a stranger to my ownself,
Body and Mind.
My mind is to dark to tell you the truth.
Just take a simple look into it,
And you'll shudder in horror and disbelief,
of who I am, of what I am
Monster,
Beast,
Angel,
Are just a few things you will see,
Thats wrapped deep inside of me!!
Hanniabel Lecter is what you will call me!!
Silence of the Lamb,
But my mine has found no peace(Clarice)
Stand inside my mind and,
Listen to the many voices speak
For you thoughts come simple and clear
While mine are glossed with endless dispute and dispair
Darkened wisps of broken thought
Echoes strain to escape but all for naught
The rhythm of my soul caught in awash
For you can find me alone in the dark,
Where it's hard to see,
Existing on the rim of the abyss,
Enjoying the darkness my mind is in
There are days in my life,
There's nothing I can do
When Death and Suicide has crossed my mind,
And Questions Arise
How many times shall I die,
Trapped in this darkened cell I call my mind
See people find it easy to be around,
Those that joke and smile and clown,
But shy away at the sight of people that frown,
My heart cries every night in a place no one can see,
Where everything is uncertain,
And where it's not easy being me,
In the end I will never profess to being saine,
Just another crazy Gemini trapped inside of his brain!!!!
I am a Bipolar Gemini!!!!!!!!!!!