FOR U TO TRULY UNDERSTAND ME YOU WOULD HAVE TO GO DEEP!!
SEE I COME FROM A SINGLE PARENT MOTHER WHO TAUGHT ME TO NEVER TRUST WOMEN...
A MOTHER WHO BY HERSELF RAISED ME TO BE A STRONG INDEPENDANT MAN!
A MOTHER WHO UNTIL 2 YEARS AGO JUST TOLD ME WHO MY REAL FATHER WAS.
AND THAT MY FATHER DOESN'T KNOW THAT I EXIST!!!
THEREFORE I DON'T REALLY KNOW ME SO HOW CAN U KNOW ME??
TO TRULLY UNDERSTAND ME U HAVE TO GO DEEPER!!!!
AS I STAND BEFORE U I PONDER ON WHY MANY OF MY RELATIONSHIPS HAVE GONE BAD!!
FOR U TO TRULY UNDERSTAND ME YOU MUST DIG DEEPER!!!
SEE I AM A YOUNG MAN WHO GREW UP WITH MANY PAINS,
AND THAT’S WHY EVEN MY CLOSET FRIENDS ARE KEPT AT ARMS LENGTH!!!!
I AM A YOUNG MAN WHO SHOULD HAVE DIED TWICE, BUT THE LORD SPARRED MY SORRIFUL
LIFE!!
SEE BECUASE WHEN UR HEART STOP BEATING (TRUTHFULLY I DIDNT REMEBER SEEING ANY
WHITE LIGHT),
BUT IT FELT GOOD ALL AROUND ME; IT WAS LIKE BEING IN A HAPPY DREAM, THEN BAM!! YOUR
HIT WITH A BUS AND REALITY WAS A DREAM, NO THE DREAM WAS REALITY.... SHID TO ME LIFE
IS ALL A DREAM AND I HAVENT WOKE UP YET....
GO DEEPER!
DIG DEEPER!
TO UNDERSTAND THE MAN THAT STANDS BEFORE U DIG DEEPER!!!
I AM A MAN THAT’S BEEN IN 3 REAL SERIOUS RELATIONSHIPS IN MY LIFE,
THAT PRODUCED 2 KIDS,
THE FUNNY THING IS I NEVER REALLY WAS IN LOVE WITH ANY OF THEM,
NOT EVEN THE WOMEN I CALLED MY WIFE!!!! YEAH I WAS JUST COMFORTABLE...
AND I AINT SAYIN THIS TO BE MEAN, BUT HOW CAN YOU TELL THE HEART AND THE BRAIN YOU
LOVE SOMETHING,
AND U NEVER EVEN TRUSTED THEM!!
YEAH AND EVERYDAY I WONDER WILL I EVER WAKE UP FROM THIS TERRIBLE DREAM CALLED
LIFE, BUT FUNNY THING IS EVEN WHEN I DREAM I AM STILL HAVING NIGHTMARES SO WHICH
REALITY IS RIGHT????
TRUTH IS ONLY GOD KNOWS,
AND UNTIL I CAN UNDERSTAND WHICH REALITY LEADS ME TO ETERNAL LIFE I WILL CONTIUNE
TO KEEP GOD NEAR AND DEAR TO MY HEART,
BECAUSE TO TRULY UNDERSTAND ME YOU WOULD HAVE TO GO DEEP!!
AND DIGGING DEEP INTO MY MIND MIGHT LEAD U TO SEE THE MONSTER THAT IS CAGED INSIDE
MY SOUL, WHICH I AM AT WAR WITH EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE...
DONT BE AFRAID TO DIG DEEP!!!!
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